BUTTS LOL

Decided to finally get around to updating all of my old blogs/whatever. I actually posted on Twitter the other day, forgot to post something here though. Mostly forgot because I didn't realize what day it was, and how long I've been out of work (a little over 2 months.)

Either way, hoping to get back into posting/updating regularly.

lol jk.

OR AM I?

D:

LOL WHAT THE BUTT NO POST IN FOREVER.


Work has been kicking my ass. Still. I mean it. :(


...

Okay, that's kind of a lie, but I just still really haven't had the time to post or even read through my friends' page. Shit sucks. :(

I have an interview at work tomorrow for a position in the IT department.
FUCK I'M FREAKING OUT D:

Also, my computer doesn't seem to want to play any kind of sound. FOR FUCK'S SAKE D:

NO UPDATES IN FOREVER.


OH LAWD.


Anyway, this new job (teh promotion) is kicking my ass.


Blah.

20 now. Don't feel any different. But yeah, thanks to everyone who called/txted me to say Happy B-day on Thursday. :D I really appreciate it. Also, just a heads up to everyone that has a GMail account. I just got GoogleTalk, the free Google phone... thing. But yeah, if I'm online and not really busy then if you give me a call, I'd be glad to talk for a minute. :D

Also, I'm looking to do a full backup on my computer soon, anyone have any ideas for a backup manager or something along those lines?

Yeah, long time no update. New blog, simply because I was bored and kinda like it better anyway. xD

http://the0taku.blogspot.com. :D

http://objection.mrdictionary.net/go.php?n=574712

To anyone that's seen Clerks II, you know what I'm talking about.


XD

I found out three days ago that I was accepted for the preliminary auditions for American Idol that are (luckily) being held in one of the malls nearby. I didn't post anything because I'm kind of worried about the whole thing. It would be a huge change if I make even this first audition, and I'm not too happy when I think that everything could change soon. I mean, not that I've got my life perfect right now... I just can tolerate it. It's one of those "hey life may suck but it's going to suck the way I want it to." deals. I'm happy with how things are right now.

I've got great friends, my girl, a job that I don't mind doing (plus my coworkers are cool as hell,) and I'm planning on going back to school to take my life back from two years ago. Things aren't bad, they just aren't that good either. I wake up every day, not having a full time job, and I'm happy with that right now. I have everything I'll ever need in my room, hell I even just put in a mini fridge (mostly so I can see how well I'd handle a food budget for myself; little experiment I'm doing next month till my birthday.) I have a 10 year old car that my dad sold me, and it needs a little work, but that's okay too. I get paid under 6.00$ an hour, but being able to laugh it up with the guys at work isn't bad at all.

I may not have alot going for me right now, but if one thing like this could change my whole life around... Even just for 15 minutes of fame, what would that do to my life right now? What if the college I want to go to doesn't accept me because I was out of work (assuming that I would even make it to Hollywood) for a TV show contest, and don't seem to be dedicated to work and school? What if I do make it, and I have to work around a studio schedule and don't get to hang out with my friends?

Too much to think about. I always wanted to try making it as a singer the hard way. I wanted to get my name out, get known little by little. Show people what I could do on a real level. This A.I. contest has turned out to be just a bunch of publicity stunts, and it's more and more apparent with every new season. I guess I just don't know if this is what I want yet, but I don't really have much time to figure it out.


Did I also mention that I don't have a song picked out yet?
And that the "Hampton Roads Idol" contest starts tomorrow morning?


FGSFDSLKJJS:LKDFJS:LKDJF

Just got done downloading and watching the new Clerks. With the exception of whole little Deus ex Machina thing at the end (if you've seen it you'll know what I'm talking about,) it was pretty good. The ending came a little too fast, and the version I have didn't come with all of the credits, which I actually wanted to see who a couple of people were, but oh well. It was alright, and I'd suggest it to anyone who thought that the first was worth seeing. That's really the only decision maker for that. If you haven't seen the first one, get a torrent client or Limewire and download it!

Happy Birthday to script_monkey and to Kelly! Congrats!

I mean really what the fuck. The contest that I was hoping to enter this year at the OV fest has been completely turned into some crappy radio station exclusive that you had to call in and do a tryout over the phone at times in the past five weeks.

Five weeks? What the shit man. Fucking retarded I swear. Now I'm going to have to wait till next year and try to stomach listening to Z104 to find out what's going on.

HEY Z104. FUCK YOUR SHIT. DIE IN A FIRE PLZTHXKBAI